Thursday, July 12, 2007

Really really really....

Today...
Something rather rare happened today.
I had a panic level urge to have a cigarette several times today.
I did not have one But It was pretty friggin' close I will tell you.

Nothing amazing...
I don't really feel as if I have anything amazing or even amusing to say tonight.
Not in a BAD way, but in a " Meh"  kinda way... Maybe it is just me.

Another title
I had a dream that i was throwing playing cards at people and hurting them.
Not like mortally wounding them but seriously poking them with them and stuff.
Not sure why.
It was strange.

I'll Leave you with This...
Do you think people get into cycles that collectively effect the group as a whole?
You know ... it is like the individuals can feel the net effect of the.... I dunno how to accurately describe it.... but Like a "Pressure without direction" closing over the world and you feel it changing moods and attitudes of the people you are with or around?

I dunno... Maybe it is just me?

That is all for now I guess.
~Later

3 comments:

Nicole said...

Wow, that is some deep thinking there! Where the hell did that come from??

Anonymous said...

I am not sure if I know exactly what you mean, but I know that at home things have been really yucky cause you are not yourself...You nap when I am awake and then stay up most of the night...I am run down just worrying about you ....

Rick Jordan said...

I think you are right! Groups seem to reflect the mood of the leader of that group! Plus, I have noticed that certain days, people seem to be grumpy and some days, people seem to be happy in general! I'll have a Crown and Coke to that, my friend!